I think the main reason I spend so much time on my image board is because it’s the only thing I find easy. Everything, even things that are supposed to be easy for normal people, is shit ass hard for me. =(. I have to think so much just to like even clean.


My candle

One of the three flames just went out

Terrariums in the background

I hate being stuck at the computer for my livelihood. Why can’t I just relax, look at things, enjoy the atmosphere, be really alive. Why I have to go to the computer just to talk. Why I can’t talk to my family. What’s wrong with me. And all I do is look at pictures on pinterest. Where I get cultural entertainment websites?

I don’t know these things.